Simply Mabelle.

Sat Jun 13

Disappiontedmuch.

Well Today is particularly sad. She never asked me anything, just this once. But I let her down. I didn’t want to disappiont her. That’s the last thing I’d want to do. I feel so useless. I couldn’t do anything. I wish I could’ve. Now its over all I can do is apologize. But I will NEVER forget this day.

Wed May 20

This month; Dayum May!

Lemme just re-cap.

  • Of course to start off with; Junior Prom!

Honestly it was FUN.

Thanks to my P.I.C JedRoss:) I love her plenty!

  • Dayum TB!

I was scared when I found out we had to take a TB shot.

For days I kept imagining how they’d poke that needle through my skin.

& when the time came…

 I’ll admit I cried,

 but thats just because Bestfriend Ryan had to scare me.

It was really quick. It didn’t even hurt a lot.

Now the second thing I was scared of was the results.

WTHEY I HONESTY HATED THAT WHOLE WEEK!

IT WAS CRAPPY.

Then after long days of waiting!

 The nurse called…

Jedross & I.

GOMEZ-SOLANGON.

Thank God its NEGATIVE!

  • Last day for seniors May 20.

Thanks to Mr. D we were able to see the senior countdown.

Just watching them off made me realize how fast time went by.

Next school year =seniors! Yes 2010!

I’m ready.

& I know where I’m heading.

I’ve decided to stay on Guam to persue my dreams &

hopefully enter the workplace abroad.

I made a deal with my mom.

She said she’d buy me a car if I’d stay HOME.

Honestly even though she didn’t say that, I would stay home.

I don’t want to leave them anymore. I can’t.

Its tough enough hat my brother went off.

I can’t do that. I’ll miss everyone terribly.

Sat May 16
It’s important to not have rules about who the guy is: The rule should be about who you are when you’re with him. You can’t predict who you’ll fall in love with. Love’s the one thing that doesn’t have a pattern-it’s a total mystery. If you overthink it, you’re wasting your time. I have to believe in fairy tales and I have to believe in love-but not blindly. You have to base your fairy tale not upon happily ever after, but on happy right now. ——-Taylor Swift
Mon Apr 20
Well you know what really sucks about falling for a guy you you know you’re not right for? You fall anyway because you think he might turn out to be different. ——Another Cinderella Story
Sun Apr 12
Things are changing, we’re growing apart. It’s not goodbye but a change in heart. The road we’ve traveled was just a start.
Fri Apr 10
Until your heart stops beating Bella. I’ll be here———-fighting. Jacob Black, Eclipse
There’s no point to forever without you. I wouldn’t want one day without you. Bella Swan, Eclipse
I’ll be back so soon you won’t have time to miss me. Look after my heart ———— I’ve left it with you. Edward Cullen, Eclipse

Eclipse.

Eversice Spring Break started on wednesday all I have been really doing is reading Ecipse, the 3rd book of the Twilight Saga.

Honestly.

It’s so intense. Intense to the highest level.

I’m halfway done and my goal is to be finished by sunday.

I will quote some of the lines I loved:]

Thu Apr 9