June 2009
1 post
Disappiontedmuch.
Well Today is particularly sad.
She never asked me anything, just this once.
But I let her down.
I didn’t want to disappiont her. That’s the last thing I’d want to do.
I feel so useless. I couldn’t do anything.
I wish I could’ve.
Now its over all I can do is apologize. But I will NEVER forget this day.
May 2009
2 posts
This month; Dayum May!
Lemme just re-cap.
Of course to start off with; Junior Prom!
Honestly it was FUN.
Thanks to my P.I.C JedRoss:) I love her plenty!
Dayum TB!
I was scared when I found out we had to take a TB shot.
For days I kept imagining how they’d poke that needle through my skin.
& when the time came…
I’ll admit I cried,
but thats just because Bestfriend Ryan had to scare me.
...
“It’s important to not have rules about who the guy is: The rule should be...”
– ——-Taylor Swift
April 2009
8 posts
“Well you know what really sucks about falling for a guy you you know...”
– ——Another Cinderella Story
“Things are changing, we’re growing apart. It’s not goodbye but a change in...”
“Until your heart stops beating Bella. I’ll be...”
– Jacob Black, Eclipse
“There’s no point to forever without you. I wouldn’t want one day...”
– Bella Swan, Eclipse
“I’ll be back so soon you won’t have time to miss me. Look after my...”
– Edward Cullen, Eclipse
Eclipse.
Eversice Spring Break started on wednesday all I have been really doing is reading Ecipse, the 3rd book of the Twilight Saga.
Honestly.
It’s so intense. Intense to the highest level.
I’m halfway done and my goal is to be finished by sunday.
I will quote some of the lines I loved:]
1 Corinthians NLT* Chapter 13
If I could speak in any language in heaven or on earth but didn’t love others, I would only be making meaningless noise like a loud gong or a clanging cymbal.
If I had the gift of prophecy, and I knew all the mysteries of the future and knew everything about everything, but didn’t love others, what good would I be? And if I had the gift of faith so that I could speak to a mountain make it move,...
March 2009
13 posts
I need to...
THINK TWICE.
Sometimes people get lost and don’t know what they want anymore.
I’m sorta feeling this right now.
Its like driving through a smooth road and all of a sudden you encounter a rocky road. To get to your destination you must go thorough the rocky road.
HONESTLY.
Its really difficult to deal with.
First you want this then again if you think about it, its not really a...
“Sometimes you need to forget what you want and remember what you deserve.”
– shesfe1sty
Amen To This!
MAKING NEW FRIENDS IS EASY BUT FINDING TRUE FRIENDS IS DIFFICULT because ITS NOT ONLY ABOUT WHO STAYS REAL IN FRONT OF YOUR FACE BUT ALSO WHO STAYS REAL BEHIND YOUR BACK.
TRUE THAT RIGHT?
Got it from Lizzy!
Honestly this WORLD IS FULL of FAKE PEOPLE.
Poor Shame.
To ALL THE FAKE PEOPLE…
HAVE FUN HIDING BEHIND A PERSON YOU’RE NOT.
&
TO ALL THE REAL PEOPLE.
KUDOS TO YOU...
Disappionted.
Today I received a bad news.
Honestly it HURTS to find something out from someone else.
I mean isn’t it better to find out bad news from the person who created it.
Well bottomline is atleast I found out.
NOW I KNOW I AIN’T GOING AT ALL.
Forget it.
Scary!
Gee! I can’t believe TB is going around in school.
I thought school was supposed to be a safe environment.
Its really scary esp. with the fact that its an a/c school.
The air circulates from room to room.
& WTFECK.
They’re bringing BACK the person?
It doesn’t make sense at all.
Wow.
I haven’t wrote in weeks.
I’ve been so busy with school because of final exams and what not.
Honestly I can’t wait for the summer.
I wish I can go HOME.
Home to me is the Philippines.
Although I was born here, I can’t forget my ROOTS.
DAYUM! SCHOOL IS SO STRESSFUL. WAAH Imma Crash out its 12:23AM
Sometimes.
Life Just Stinks.
Sometimes when you think everythings fine something comes up.
Its like having to go through a high hurdle AGAIN.
These are the OBSTACLES WE FACE.
They TEST HOW STRONG WE ARE.
Things CAN’T ALWAYS GO OUR WAY.
Now This is a FACT WE TEND TO IGNORE SOMETIMES.
In order to get to the top, we have to go through the bottom.
Its like Miley’s NEW SONG:
THE...
“To reach the top, you have to go through the bottom.”
Slowly.
Moving on.
It takes time & out of a 100% I’m half way there.
I can make it:)
I’m just glad that we’re friends & we’re cool.
SO YEA.
That’s where this chapter ends.
Life is a book.
Its filled with chapters.
Once you’re done with one chapter, you move on to the next one.
“Love All. Trust A Few. Do Wrong To None.”
– William Shakespeare
Upset.
Honestly I’m So Angry right now….
Like WTFeck.
People Try So Hard To Be Perfect
BUT You’re Not & You’ll Never Be.
Because No one in this world was made to be perfect.
YOU GO OUT & ABOUT Acting Like Your ALL THAT
But Honestly you’re a Nobody.
& It will stay like this until you change your ways.
It will stay like this until you show your True...
Ode To The Pink Queen.
Obstacles are a part of life, but to get where shes at today baby steps were taken.
Decision making is always difficult, but she chooses what’s best for her.
Each day begins with laughter and smiles.
The past is what she doesn’t dwell on and the future is what she looks forward to.
Overall she is the author of her own book,but the rest is still unwritten.
The simple things in life...
February 2009
30 posts
“I LOOK LIKE AN A BECAUSE ITS NOT MEANT TO B”
– You Changed My Life In A Moment.
You Changed My Life In A Moment.
Starring John Lloyd Cruz & Sarah Geronimo.
Honestly This Movie Made Me Sad.
Watch It & You’ll Know Why.
Exhausting Day Saturday.
ohmg!
Saturday…So Exhausting.
Woke up around 8ish.
First stop. JFK c/o 2010&2012 Carwash.
Honestly the weather did not cooperate.
It rained all morning & then sunshine peeked in.
What is that?
haha
The funny thing is that since it rained all day & we’re all soaking wet, we assumed that we wouldn’t get dark.
But no.
Sun burns & tan lines kicked in. lol
...
Crap.
I dislike people who put others down.
Like HELLO. That’s HELLA MESSED UP.
You’re not a friend if you do this.
Honestly if you have nothing nice to say just keep your mouth shut.
Is that hard to do?
Keeping your thoughts to yourself?
ohmg.
BE MORE TACTFUL.
& For those who are victims…
Don’t let that person bring you down.
You know yourself better & you know...
I Go Blank.
So here’s the deal.
I really want to talk to this one person, but I can’t.
So the things I want to say are left unsaid.
I don’t know WHY.
It’s to complicated to explain.
I just hope that before I go, I can say what I need to say.
All Good Things must come to an End.
&&& This is HOW LIFE WORKS.
Confused.
Honestly the past days I’ve been confused. & again this has to do with decision making. I feel like I’m running out of time. I felt guilt and confusion when my techer heard the news that I’m moving back to JFK.
I can still hear his voice saying, “It’s Not About Friends,Its About Finishing BIG.”
Honestly it bothered me the whole day & up until this...
"Nothing Ventured, Nothing Gained."
Decisions.
Decison making is a Big deal.
& The Question is:
Should stay in Okkodo High or MOVE BACK to John F. Kennedy High?
This question haunts me each & everyday.
I thought I had more time to think about it but as time flys by the pressure is more intense.
I’ll Surprise you:)
What If?
*There was a white out for life.
How would that be?
Life would be perfect.
Some people try to be perfect,
but they’re trying too hard because there ain’t no such thing as perfect.
We become better people through our mistakes.
Most of us learn from past mistakes but others carry on doing the same thing.
We were created to be perfectly imperfect.
*You didn’t have friends?
Well...
Have you noticed?
When I Write Poems Its Mostly About LOVE!
haha:)
& Here's another poem.
I made this on my on.
LOVE
Define love.
Love is a powerful word.
Love is an emotion, a sense of affection.
Love makes the world go round.
Love can be as happy as a clown
or as sad as death.
It can cut like a knife or
feel so good you don’t want it to end.
Love is unconditional.
Love is pure.
Love is built through friendship.
Friendship as strong as a brick wall.
...
Cause & Effect Poem
I admit I got help from Jed & Jer Thanks babes! :)
Here It Goes.
Cause you’re inspired
You have a reason to wake up every morning
Cause you have a reason to wake up every morning
You look forward to everyday
Cause you look forward to everyday
You can’t stop smiling
Cause you can’t stop smiling
All you think about is HIM
Cause all you think about is HIM
You...
I Dig.
I Reaaly Dig David Archuleta’s song YOU CAN.
Its my profile song & I think it may stay there for a while.
Its really nice. If you listen to the lyrics it has a deep meaning.
Honestly.
Its HOW I FEEL.
Here’s the lyrics.
You Can By: David Archuleta.
Take me where I’ve never been, Help me on my feet again. Show me that good things come to those who wait. Tell me I’m...
“I Express How I Feel Through SONGS.”
Valentines Day.
Lets see.
What Happened on Saturday?
Haha First I packed all the things I’m bringing to the hotel party.
Onie picked me up & drove off to Marriot.
Well saturday was sorta interesting.
Onie, Keesh, Mal, and I ushered for the SweetHearts Ball.
Made a new friend! Bryce!
haha
ohmg moment.
What do you do if a guy just like kneels down and ask you to slow dance?
So this guy asked...
“Head Over Heels For You.”
Friday the 13th.
They say that Friday the 13th is a freaky sorta bad luck day.
Really its not. Its you who can determine how your day will you.
Honestly. I loved yesterday. It was all good. :)
So Thee Adventures!
First Things First.
SCHOOL!
4th Period:English 11 Honors
This class is the LOUDEST!
haha But We did a fun activity. “SAY MY NAME”
When My Mom says my name it sounds like, “Clean...
“THE HARDEST PERSON TO WRITE ABOUT IS YOURSELF.”
My Story.
You walk into my domain not knowing who I am.
Where a garden of beautiful flowers start to bloom.
But there is that one unique flower that stands out.
Its a delicate flower, one of a kind.
You’ll never see the dark in this place, just tons of laghter and joy.
The bright colors of pink and orange fill the room,
with the sound of acoustic, mellow tunes.
Once you enter my domain you...
Adventures.
Full Day Saturday!
Ohmg! hahaha
I Had so much fun. It was one of the Best Saturdays! Honestly. GPB+L!
We’re BACK. & We Baddd!
Haha
The First Adventure was Mal’s sisters baby shower.
The Palauan Culture is so beautiful & very traditional.
It was a nice experience going. & Kudos to them for the food.
The Second Adventure! The MOVIES!
Big Daggan Seats Baby!
...
I Hate This Part.
It’s Friday. Today was sorta a bad day. Don’t you just have those days where you feel like its only you against the whole world. Well for me this day is one of them. I guess, it was kinda my fault. I moved to the so called “new school”. Everything changed & it changed in a blink of an eye.
Lets Just Put It This Way.
I wish I actually had Bestfriends where I Study...
First Time! :)
ohmg moment!
Haha I’m so surprised I got my first A in math. Well Thats a start. haha Honestly I hate math. I’m not good with numbers. I’m more of a U.S. History American Gvt. Girl. It pretty much took me the whole period though. I hope I do well in the other tests. Maybe if I focus more I’ll do well. Whats so frustrating is that its so damn complicated, but I guess I...
Random.
Well I haven’t been here so I’ll just tell yuu what happened the past day or two. (:
Well I did okay on my Marine Biology Exam.
I did pretty well on that spanish dialog I’ve been studying for days.
Come to think of it, maybe I should’ve went out.
The tests & dialog wasn’t as bad as I expected.
Gah I hate being all nervous. Atleast I’m not...