Simply Mabelle.

Tue Feb 24

Confused.

Honestly the past days I’ve been confused. & again this has to do with decision making. I feel like I’m running out of time. I felt guilt and confusion when my techer heard the news that I’m moving back to JFK.

I can still hear his voice saying, “It’s Not About Friends,Its About Finishing BIG.”

Honestly it bothered me the whole day & up until this moment.

I thought in my mind»> What’s Finishing BIG When YOU DON’T Have Your Bestfriends by your side? The sense of fullfillment is not there. Its not complete.  & Most of all, What’s Finishing BIG If you’re not HAPPY?

This situation is not what I wanted to be in, but due to mistakes I’m Here.

but then again WE CAN’T DWELL WITH THE PAST.

In The Beginning,

I thought that it would be a Great Idea to Transfer, but all it brought was sadness.

Sadness that will never be forgotten.

& Now I want to do something right & turn the tables around I WILL DO IT.

Its for the best.

&&& By This Decision I’m FOLLOWING MY HEART.

ONCE AN ISLANDER,ALWAYS AN ISLANDER.

I’ve Been Bleeding Green & Gold ALL THIS TIME.

& For my dear friends in Okkodo…

Don’t worry the switch is not until 4th Quarter.

But one things for sure I’ll never forget you ALL.

haha!

Esp. My Favorites!

LOL